aint got much strength to tok crap . wats happening to me again? juz feel like telling everyone to fuck off . cuz its like ur pissing me off can . i feel like going against ur wishes . u tell me to do smth , wo pian bu yao . i dono lah . songs are affecting my mood again . or maebe its cuz im sick? sian . one more month to next yr oredi . i reeli miss everyone . i miss the impt ppl in my life . nv had this feeling b4 lorhs . i don reeli miss him . cuz in der first place i don have any right to do so . right? =/ somehow i don reeli look forward to next yr . and i wished im still schoolin right now . altho got hwk budden doesnt reeli matter . cuz ive got more time to spend wit my fwens . maebe i reeli love them too much . ok . this sounds cheesy . but i reeli do , i guess . cuz i noe next yr's gonna be diff . see i told u good things don last . maebe im tinkin too much . good friends owaex turn out as strangers . cuz nth lasts forever . don sae im being negative abt life . but tats the truth aint it? good things is like a beatiful rose , der next moment it withers . a butterfly gets all attention during tat few days of glory , aft tat it dies . somehow , i guess , heaven is kinda fair . some ppl have an incomplete family . but in some ways heaven makes it up to them . dono lah . i just feel tat we shood be happy wit wat we have lorhs .
being friends for so long , i haven actually told them how i reeli feel bout them . how many have done tat in fact? sigh . dono lah . juz don feel like losing them . yaya . ok im tinkin too much .
i reeli miss all the cows ; farmer ; CO peeps ; my seniors ; erhubuds mei&jinghui ; mjr peeps ; alyssa ; diana ; 2e peeps ; my family and relatives; and of course all der ppl hu treats me nice and canteen aunts and uncles =x and and der animals and plants hu sacrificed themselves and and and the government and erh singapore and other countries , practically EVERYONE . swearwitallmy<3>